Psilocybin and MDMA-assisted therapy helped me uncover the root of my shame and guilt. But it also led me to question every belief I held and where those beliefs came from. Pulling on that thread unraveled my entire sense of reality. From the outside, my life might look chaotic—but I’ve never felt more whole.
When done with the right professionals who really understand set and setting—and are there to support you the whole way through—it’s a completely different experience than using these substances recreationally. I feel really lucky to have had access to that kind of care, and I genuinely hope we see more clinical trials and wider acceptance soon.
That space between who you are and who you could be—that’s where the real fight happens. Not against the world, but against yourself.
You know you have the talent. You know you can do more. And yet, something holds you back. The fear of stepping up. The weight of responsibility that comes with fully embracing your potential. The question of, What if I go all in and still fail?
But the real nightmare isn’t failure. It’s waking up years from now, carrying the dull, unbearable weight of knowing you never really tried.
So, are you ready to trust yourself enough to let it change you? Because nothing else will.
Psilocybin and MDMA-assisted therapy helped me uncover the root of my shame and guilt. But it also led me to question every belief I held and where those beliefs came from. Pulling on that thread unraveled my entire sense of reality. From the outside, my life might look chaotic—but I’ve never felt more whole.
That's awesome man! I have heard some good things about Psilocybin and MDMA-assisted therapy.
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When done with the right professionals who really understand set and setting—and are there to support you the whole way through—it’s a completely different experience than using these substances recreationally. I feel really lucky to have had access to that kind of care, and I genuinely hope we see more clinical trials and wider acceptance soon.
This one hits deep.
That space between who you are and who you could be—that’s where the real fight happens. Not against the world, but against yourself.
You know you have the talent. You know you can do more. And yet, something holds you back. The fear of stepping up. The weight of responsibility that comes with fully embracing your potential. The question of, What if I go all in and still fail?
But the real nightmare isn’t failure. It’s waking up years from now, carrying the dull, unbearable weight of knowing you never really tried.
So, are you ready to trust yourself enough to let it change you? Because nothing else will.
Beautiful words! I could feel the tension you are experiencing. Do you have any creative endeavors that inspire you?
writing/working out/reading/building a business/solving my own problems/helping people
Terrifying how much we can do—if only we dare.
I need accountability - I'm in
I’ll message you by this weekend, setting up a few things
Inspiring words Harsh.
I would say you DID show up today...your True Self..your soul spoke through your words.
You took the first step.
Good on you✨️✨️
A tense piece written with clarity, and so well said. Enjoyed every word of it!
I’d like to join in this accountability group thing, is this still available? :)
This piece was powerful and so viscerally true—thank you. 🔥 I’d love to know more about your ritual/accountability idea.
same!!!